I've met her yesterday.She's a nice girl .She gave me advice we talked yesterday morning before going to work.
As u know I'm abulimic I have never stop thinking about food and never stop eating and then purg but yesterday after talked to her i feel really great I don't think about food at all and always think about her advice all day instead.
I wanna say thank you to her here and I just let u guys know this community 's not so bad like someone said before.
I've just found someone I was looking for.Actually I just tried searching on internet for finding wharever can help me out of bulimia .Its painful so much.....
I will not say '' recover'' after it's completely throuhg one month ..
Staying Strong and  Hopeful(yes hopeful)
Catching a nice friend 
Going to be thin together
Much love !!!!

I don't know i have no idea what to say on the subject ...
Sometime I can't feel im a normal but sometime I think im a normal .I just wanna eat too much and then i've eaten and eaten until my money in the pocket finished .I could buy something that expensive instead of the food yes,i can buy the shoes the clothes the watch ...but when i spent money it 's like CRAZY why i do like this what a shame!!
Last night I decided to exercise in this morning finally i came here to post my feeling before going to work that means i do not exercise again ...
I don't know why u guys hit exerise a lot when i was in NZ it's really cold i couldn't run it was freezing ahh ~_~ (if it's USA or UK i might be dead then)
Hello girls I love u all Maybe I'm not interesting for u because Im not Anorexic (yet)I hope i would ignore the food soon....I just think everyday in my life will be go on.Im alive by bless myself and hopeful.
please add me if u pity me im also love u wanna be like u and im honest and funny i will be ur friend forever^__^

Im bulimic Finally i have to go to the hospital i told everything to my mom and my BF.They undertood ( actually its the 2nd time i told her and i was treated last year before my BF beg me stop take a medicine )
Im gonna meet the doctor who i met last year the treatment that i had it was quite good and i hope im gonna stop eating and then eat normally or be anorexia that my dream.(I still wanna be really thin anyway)
I love this community i love everyone and i still be here and talk to my friends who can be anorexic (it s really hard for me,as u know im a bulimic)
I hope after i take a medicine my over eating will be stoped and become anorexia....like my frineds here...

it seems like i hate who eats beside me and they never get fat i hate them hate them 
they r about 96.8 lbs but im about 100-114 lbs really uncomfortable very ugly now ....
at the hotel all my colleagues thin (but my close friends im da thinest) .
when the colleagues talk abou t my fat i really get angry but i have to keep quiet and smile actually inside crying and another thing eventhough they say im fat ,i still always go to have lunch with them just because im usually tired from morning work then need some relaxing  at lunch with them .....
it s hard to deny the lunch time during daytime at work u know.....
but if i can or if i don't go there i will not see anything  to eat and i will not eat ..i don't eat it means i will not thrown up and purg (headache so much nearly die Y.Y)
and u know when i eat just a bit it means out of control i will eat more than i thought and thrown all up (never stop like this for 4 years)
bless me please-_-